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Mistressserpent
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Sex standing on your head? Check!
Prison sex fantasies? Check!
Triple penetration? Check!
You've done more stuff than Dr. Ruth has heard of!
A peaceful Saturday involves installing a sex swing...
Or recovering from last night's flogging section.
Advice? Well, you don't need any in the kink department.
But I'd say, slow down, let your partner take the lead.
You might be surprised how it feels to be the one with your legs in the air.
What's Your Freak Factor?
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Top. Bottom. Giver. Taker. You can't make up your mind.
And truth is, why should you? Kink is wildest when you can switch roles.
You're ability to get off in all sorts of ways makes you a versitile lover.
You can get along with a sub or dom(me) - but another switch is what really blow your mind
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Put down the whip and unlace those come-fuck-me boots!
You definitely qualify as kinky - and not just occasionally.
You've exhausted every fantasy, but you're always open to new ones.
Your sexual encounters are usually spiced with role-play, bondage, new positions,
props, and fun fetishes.
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Link to Serpent...
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| His Temptation... |
| 04.09.04 (4:53 pm) [edit] |
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The serpent injects his venomous nectar
To taint the fruit that I m about to eat
His scales are ever so tempting
So how could I ever refuse...
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| The Lusting of the Angel Named Desire... |
| 04.01.04 (7:26 am) [edit] |
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She was Desire and was desired too much
Her wings were taken for being a tease
And was called the tempting serpent
Though she pleaded her innocence’s
Heaven was run by men
Though she was permitted to stay
One of the Angels who was refused by her casted her to earth
Felt betrayed she remained on earth and was called the serpent of the earth
When Lucifer was casted from heaven for his pride
Asked her to be Lust
She agreed and tempted Adam and Eve as well as many humans ever since
Heaven was for the ignorant king of heaven
Hell was glamour for the pride of the devil
Earth was real for the lusting of the serpent
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| Iced Heart... |
| 03.31.04 (5:50 am) [edit] |
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All that glitters is cold
All, that love is bold
Leaping into oblivion
Is just ordinary
Indifferent feelings
Is just mundane
Ice heart out weigh the light hearts
I m just a bitter cold bitch and you bore me
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| Sweet Venomous Men... |
| 03.28.04 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
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Venomous and sweet
Just like every day that we meet
Nothing about you was ever meek
You took everything on the cheek
I will not let you squirm back in my heart
No matter how sweet you seem
I will not let this lean
It will end with a shot
I will not be caught
Never again
With these sweet venomous men
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| The Taste... |
| 03.26.04 (9:00 am) [edit] |
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Such a look that I gave
To the one I could have called my love
And what now
But nothing I cannot stand
It has driven me mad
For if hate was a taste
It would taste like you
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| I Poison... |
| 03.24.04 (11:05 am) [edit] |
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The many faces of the serpent, never seems to stop changing
I slither into hearts and minds
I poison what threatens my authority
The many faces of the serpent, all seem to seduce my prey
I poison you hearts and minds
I take an attack stance, when I m threatened
I will own all who I poison
Because I m the serpent with the universe in my jowls
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| Where Technology is Irrelevant... |
| 03.23.04 (2:41 pm) [edit] |
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An essence of this age made the earth stale
With out questions I answered the battered world
I’ll kiss the world better
By laying everyone to sleep
Having the return of gods
Having the world as it were when it was new
Enchantment of the natural
And the ignorance of the mortals
I’ll kiss the world better
With my serpent tongue and my siren lips
To create the balance of good and evil
To have the universe in the serpents jowls
To ever expand
Where technology is irrelevant
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| Porcelain Doll.. |
| 03.22.04 (7:20 am) [edit] |
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Innocents is her deceit
She will always defeat
You and your pathetic attempts
Use me and abuse me
She would do anything for that game
You played
She was your object of desire
That you placed behind glass
But now you are hers
And she has placed you on the other side of the mirror
So that you are only hers
From now on…
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| Sweetest Sin.. |
| 03.19.04 (6:23 pm) [edit] |
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I m you sweetest sin
You would do anything to give in to me
To my allure
To my teasing
I m your first regret
You would do anything to have me again
To want me is to be dominant to me
To need me is to be submissive to me
I m you seductress
You would do anything to keep me
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| Lying... |
| 03.17.04 (3:45 pm) [edit] |
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Left for dead but was dead already
So left to hate but hated too much already
What is with the pathetic excuse…
Of a word that I thought would destroy me
And the world that grew it
I will lay myself open to the world as if it were the first time
But I would be lying
I what for the man to take me away
On a stretcher to heaven for I was to weak to fly
Because I already fell once before
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| The Reflection of Greed... |
| 03.16.04 (8:29 am) [edit] |
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“…The pain inside cannot be fixed
With jewels or gifts
The pain inside continues to be mixed
Stop trying to satisfy with the materials of man
To buy love means it can be sold
I will never be yours to hold
Just imbed your precious metals and jewels in your skin
And then you will be able to love yourself
As much as you love your money…”
… I said to myself looking in the mirror…
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| Your Pet... |
| 03.13.04 (3:56 pm) [edit] |
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I want to be taken
Take me anywhere
I want be lost
Lose me anytime
Treat me like you pet
I will obey…
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| No Wonder Sex Sells... |
| 03.11.04 (6:25 am) [edit] |
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Who can help it…
When a naughty thoughts starts
When you can’t help but look at everything
And think naughty
When goose bumps form
And your thighs tremble
No wonder sex sells
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| Raped with Your Lies... |
| 03.09.04 (4:46 pm) [edit] |
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Empty promises that you made
The light that you fade
How could I’d ever forgive…
How would I ever live…
Though I thought I wanted you
Though I though I loved you
And I don’t know what to say
Though I was never raped
I was raped with your lies
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| Undressing the Serpent... |
| 03.07.04 (4:46 pm) [edit] |
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Undress me till I m naked
Wash me till I m clean
Unveil me till I m vulnerable
Make me yours again
Your temptress... Serpent
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| But It’s Wrapped in Plastic… |
| 03.07.04 (7:33 am) [edit] |
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Sterilize me and wrap me up
You don’t want me to spoil now
So what I’ll look fake
You take too long to make
The decisions
Do you want me or not
Either way wrap me up
Or let me move on
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| The Wet Dream... |
| 03.06.04 (4:58 pm) [edit] |
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I m your wet dream
Have you ever been some ones wet dream?
I have...
Do you get people hard just thinking about you?
I do...
Are you the ultimate fantasy?
Let me be yours or most likely I m already…
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| Treatment for Your Disease... |
| 03.06.04 (2:48 pm) [edit] |
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I’ll treat you for your disease
And your sickness always pleases me
I m your medication
I m your drug
And your illness will return
I’ll treat you again
A sickness of the heart
A sickness of lust
And even though you shouldn’t
I m the one you trust
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| Eternally Yours... |
| 03.06.04 (7:23 am) [edit] |
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Your lips and the way you taste
I just can’t take
I would need you and must have you
Therefore I m eternally yours
From now on
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| A New Age Classic... |
| 03.05.04 (2:38 pm) [edit] |
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Perfect me and a perfect you
We are glamour
We are the stars of Vaudeville
Decades after it fell
I m your teenage queen
You are my rock star
Perfect me and a perfect you
We are so advanced that we are the past
Time is irrelevant
We are a new age classic
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| What would you do for your Rock Star? |
| 03.05.04 (8:31 am) [edit] |
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What would you do for your rock star?
Kiss
Bang
Suck
This is the Golden Age of Grotesque.
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| Infatuated... |
| 03.05.04 (8:07 am) [edit] |
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I can’t help it
I m infatuated with you
I m finally starting to loath you
I still love you
Intimacy
Infatuation
Intoxication
I m addicted
I can’t help it
I still miss you
I wish
I could feel you kiss
It is all because of you
And that has made all the difference
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| Anymore... |
| 03.05.04 (7:12 am) [edit] |
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You made me feel
I don’t feel bad anymore
You made me love
I don’t hate anymore
You made me dreams
I don’t have nightmares anymore
You made everything real
I don’t want a fake world now
A touch from you
A kiss from you
And that’s all I needed
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| Sleepless... |
| 03.02.04 (2:29 pm) [edit] |
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I can’t sleep because I’ll dream of you
And when I sleep I can’t wake because I’ll think of you
I sleep so long
And I m awake all night
You did this to me
And I don’t know how to make it right
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| Till Your Soul is Mine... |
| 03.01.04 (9:06 am) [edit] |
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I m the Serpent, your cherry flavored whore
I will serve you
I will want you
But if I can’t have you
No one will
I will suck you dry
And no matter how hard you try
I will seduce you
Till your soul is mine
And for the others
You’re just a waste of my time
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| A Game We Use to Play... |
| 03.01.04 (8:54 am) [edit] |
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I have said it before
I love the way we use to play
But I can’t help it but want it again
Tie me up
I want to play
Play with me
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| A Box... |
| 03.01.04 (8:48 am) [edit] |
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I m trapped in a box
A box has six sides
I don’t know how I got in the box
But I m here
Help me
Please
I want out of the box
Let me out
You put me here I know it
So let me out
Please
Let me out
I don’t know how I got in the box
But I m here
A box has six sides
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| Pointless... |
| 02.27.04 (3:13 pm) [edit] |
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I know you hate me
But I hate you too
I bleed
I scream
But nothing from you
But it has always been like that
It is just pointless
Getting mad at you
But I still do
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| For a change... |
| 02.27.04 (10:06 am) [edit] |
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I fucking hate what you have done to me
I want you to burn
I want you to feel real pain
I fucking hate what I have become because of you
I hope your carcass is eaten away by insects while you are still breathing I hope you leave this world screaming in agony
I fucking can’t help it
I just want you to feel pain for a change
I just want you to cry for a change
But of course as always you don’t
I wish I could at least turn you off
I wish I could just dilute you
But of course I can’t help but feel you
Because you are just emotions
The things you do to me
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| Your Stars... |
| 02.25.04 (4:31 pm) [edit] |
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We dance to silent tunes
We speak voiceless words
We mimic the way humans should act
Therefore we must be mechanical
We believe this is what being human is
But only human thing about us is our faults
We are perfection...
We are your stars…
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| Tribute to Him... |
| 02.24.04 (1:15 am) [edit] |
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Tribute to him
As if a could love anyone else
He has soothed my heart and soul
When no one else could
He stopped the seduction of the blade
He stopped the temptation of the pills
He brought me a plateau of bliss
Through me ears and eyes
He brought dreams
When I thought I had run dry
He has outlasted the cigarette coca-cola kiss
Who… Don’t get me wrong I still miss
He stopped the seduction of the razor
And the blade did kiss my skin ever so nicely
So kiss to him
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| Still... |
| 02.23.04 (5:27 am) [edit] |
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Still looking
Still wandering
Still wondering
Still waiting
It has been a while since I lost my wings
And the world is very different now
I really thought I have hated
But now I m not sure
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| I Fell into your Eyes... |
| 02.21.04 (6:16 pm) [edit] |
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I feel into your eyes so long ago
I never came back
That world you brought me to
I'll never be the same because of you
The lust, envy, greed, sloth, gluttony, pride and wrath of us
Even though you’re gone
I miss the games we played
The roles we were
And most of all your kiss
For you were my first
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| Reaching for that Kiss... |
| 02.21.04 (3:02 pm) [edit] |
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Is it worth taking such a risk
To have the heart broken once again
I m still not over the first time
But who does not want to feel the way…
You once had felt
When they had first undid your belt
And the last kiss
From them you still miss…
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| Coming to Reality... |
| 02.20.04 (1:19 pm) [edit] |
Oceans deep blue thoughts within my mind
I swim through them and try not to drown
The currents take me away from my destination
Sharks lurk underneath my shadow
I must get to the reefs of coral
Or I might as well drown
Reality is wet and raw
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| Beings vs. Creatures... |
| 02.16.04 (5:40 pm) [edit] |
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Are we beings or creatures…
be•ing
n.
1. The state or quality of having existence.
2. a. Something, such as an object, an idea, or a symbol, that exists, is thought to exist, or is represented as existing.
b. The totality of all things that exist.
3. a. A person.
b. All the qualities constituting one that exists; the essence.
c. One's basic or essential nature; personality.
crea•ture
n.
1. Something created.
2. a. A living being, especially an animal: land creatures; microscopic creatures in a drop of water.
b. A human.
c. An imaginary or fantastical being: mythological creatures; a creature from outer space.
3. One dependent on or subservient to another.
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| Alone... |
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Alone like it was the very first time
I use to like it alone
But with out him, I feel incomplete
I suppose I have to replace him
They say you can’t replace people
But how else to you forget your ex-lover…
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| Love is a Sickness... |
| 02.15.04 (8:32 am) [edit] |
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Love is a sickness
It infects:
The mind, body, heart and soul
Lust is a drug
It affects:
The mind and body
Obsession is an addiction
It can be cause by:
Love and/or Lust…
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| Wet your Appetite... |
| 02.14.04 (3:44 pm) [edit] |
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Lupercalia
Wet your appetite
It is the day of fertility
Give in to carnal desires
Steam up the windows...
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| Lupercalia... |
| 02.14.04 (8:50 am) [edit] |
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Lu•per•ca•li•a
n.
A fertility festival in ancient Rome, celebrated on
February 15 in honor of the pastoral god Lupercus.
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| Who will be Cherry's Valentine? |
| 02.13.04 (5:08 pm) [edit] |
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The Cherry Flavored Whore asked: Who will be my Valentine?
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| Cherry’s Addiction to the Cigarette Coca-Cola Kiss… |
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Dear Cigarette Coca-Cola Kiss,
I can’t eat and I sleep my life away
Because I can’t have you
I want you more than my last breath
And I want you to know everything I feel
But I’ll never tell you a word
From your Cherry Favored Whore
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| A Cherry-Cola Dream... |
| 02.11.04 (5:09 pm) [edit] |
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She hated the thought that he was gone
She wanted him for her, to be together
She could have been his cherry bride
She’d make him happy; all he had to do was get her back
Then he could have all the cherry he wanted
From his cherry flavored whore
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| Decaying Cherry... |
| 02.11.04 (5:00 pm) [edit] |
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You plucked me from the cherry tree
And you took a bite
I tasted so sweet and still you dropped me on the earth
And left me to rot… decay… and spoil
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| Cherry-Cola... |
| 02.11.04 (4:16 pm) [edit] |
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The cherry flavored whore fell in love
He was the cigarette coca-cola kiss
It was perfect, it was cherry-cola
Till the cherry flavored whore was burned by the cigarette coca-cola kiss
He was bitter sweet and now she had a toothache
Love is the flavor of cherry-cola
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| Cherry Flavored Whore (part III)... |
| 02.10.04 (5:45 pm) [edit] |
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Who could ever love the cherry flavored whore…
For there was only ever one she adored
He was the cigarette coca-cola kiss
And there was so much she missed
I sweat and ache
Could this relationship ever re-make…
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| Cherry Flavored Whore (part II)... |
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I was your cherry flavored whore
Cherry cola lips, as you rocked your hips
Hard and fast we could have make it last
We in the shower
Almost every hour
With my thigh high stockings and mini skirts
And the tightest dress shirts
With my cherry colored panties
I was down on my knees
My hot and sexy bod
And can be my god
P.S. With love, from the Cherry Flavored Whore
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| Cherry Flavored Whore... |
| 02.09.04 (11:42 am) [edit] |
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I could be your cherry flavored whore
Cherry cola lips, as you rock your hips
Hard and fast we could make it last
Me and you in the shower
Almost every hour
With my thigh high stockings and mini skirts
And the tightest dress shirts
With my cherry colored panties
Let me get down on my knees
My hot and sexy bod
And now you can be my god
P.S. With love, from your Cherry Flavored Whore
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| Sacrifice… |
| 02.08.04 (9:44 am) [edit] |
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I would die for this pathetic excuse for humanity
The right to live but also the right to die
The suffering and could be mended
Warriors fight for the ones who cannot fight for themselves
Crucify me and have your sins washed away
Sacrifice does not need to be blood but it tastes better that way
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| The Vanity of the Pretend Woman… |
| 02.08.04 (9:27 am) [edit] |
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She is every woman’s perfect version of the perfect women
When we are perfect, on screen, in real life and on the front page of every magazine
Everyone else is jealous of the perfect pretend woman
She is wanted by men and women
But remember she is pretend
She could change the sexuality of a person to her favor
She pretends she not perfect but remember she is pretend
And when she looks at a mirror she always likes what she sees
Flawless, perfect, ideal, supreme and ultimate
But she is only pretend…
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| Never Forget That... |
| 02.08.04 (6:01 am) [edit] |
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Little lies make the world go round
Glamour is fake and we should never live without
Perfection we strive and will never contain but without this drive we might as well die
Tainted is our relationships and there is no other state
Ignorance keeps us pure; too bad it makes us dumb
There is too much sex and we wouldn’t have it any other way
If you go to heaven tell God he is more human then we are
If you go to hell tell Satan he is more perfect then God anticipated
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| Cherry Flavored World... |
| 02.07.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
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The world could fit nice inside a candy wrapper
But only if the world tasted like cherry…
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| Burn... |
| 02.07.04 (4:49 pm) [edit] |
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Burn, I want you to burn
Burn for you sins
Burn for the hurt you have caused me
Burn for lying
Burn… Till I m satisfied
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| Tar Black Heart... |
| 02.07.04 (12:27 pm) [edit] |
Tar blackened heart fill with violent acts
Never preformed and left to rot
The mind tainted with violent thoughts
Never acted out and left to spoil
Spoil me rotten
Let me decay
No one wants a decent human being
Anymore
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| Blood Lust... |
| 02.06.04 (5:24 pm) [edit] |
Crimson, scarlet, cherry… red
Suckling it from an open wound
Meeting an ravenous appetite
Pale death beauty with wine stained lips,
empty eyes and always a painful kiss
In ancient dress and a seductively curved body
Walks across centuries untouched…
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| Sin... |
| 02.06.04 (5:03 pm) [edit] |
Sin running through my veins
Sin crawling into my heart
Sin raping my soul
Sin purifying my body
Sin ripening my mind
Sin arousing my senses
Sin satisfying my appetite
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| Touch... |
| 02.05.04 (4:28 pm) [edit] |
To be touched
I want to be touched
To be played with
I need to be played with
To have your attention
I want your attention
To be loved by you
I need to be love
To be pleased by you
I want to be pleased
To please you
I need to please you…
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| Love's Secret Domain by Coil |
| 02.05.04 (8:51 am) [edit] |
Love's Secret Domain
Oh rose, thou art sick
Seduce.. let loose
The vision and the void
Blood sickle.. honey suck
In little children's heavy heads
My dreams erupt while in my bed
Innocence is dripping red
In dreams I walk with you
In dreams I talk with you
In dreams
You're mine
All of the time
Heads on fire and drunken lights
Days devoured by hungry nights
In love's secret domain
This is mad love
This is mad love
In love's secret domain
Sweet tortures fly on mystery wings
Pure evil is when flowers sing
My heart
My heart is a rose
This is mad love, Oh
This is mad love
In love's secret domain
Give sanity a longer leash
Some of us have sharper teeth
In love's secret domain
In dreams I walk with you..
In dreams I talk with you
In dreams..
You're mine
All of the time
Oh rose, Thou art sick
The invisible worm
The vision and the void
The blood sickle cuts
And the honey sucks
Oh rose, thou art sick.
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| Pain is Pleasure... |
| 02.05.04 (7:21 am) [edit] |
The Pain of you is fading but
The lust for you is growing
The carnal desires we had was so strong,
That the only thing between us was our clothes
And that never stopped us
Pain is the pleasure of you
Pain is a pleasure the body cannot withstand; and therefore hurts
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| Monarch... |
| 02.05.04 (6:41 am) [edit] |
Insect of your Desire
Mockery of this monarch of what I m
Reborn and emerging from this cocoon
Have I finally earned my wings
Or to you m I only worth the spreading my legs…
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| Tainted Fruit... |
| 02.04.04 (3:56 pm) [edit] |
Ripening in our own decay
Stop now and let us pray
Simple thoughts and simple life
We live and toil in strife
Lick own wounds until we heal
Having to beg for every meal
This is the life we want
No matter what temptations taunt
To suffer is to give
Ignorance is how we live
We are the missionaries of our god
We are lifeless in our pods
This is religion’s scar
And we believe we will go far
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| The Golden Age... |
| 02.04.04 (3:38 pm) [edit] |
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Could this be a new age, the golden age... I have lived in the Dark Age for so long...
Could this be my Wonderland... I have lived in the Un-wonderland for so long...
I will try to shed my skin and be reborn... I will wait for now...
This age is near I hope... I hope for a world worth dieing for... I hope for someone worth crying for...
what poisons me; also nourishes me
If not I m already dead... And with that I m lost...
I promise this I will fight... I will scream... I won’t let anyone take away my dreams... Your nightmares
If this is not the Golden Age... Then I do hope it is the Gothic Age... Either way I need change...
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| I Remember... |
| 02.04.04 (3:31 pm) [edit] |
Wanting…
Of course
needing…
Maybe
I remember a time when you wanted me so bad
I remember a time where you had to have me so bad
I was perfect and you needed perfection
then you feared my perfection
and choose to hide and run away
will you come back?
Maybe
Will I take you?
Of course
because I m in love with you
It is a curse, what can I say…
Kiss…
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| I Want It Real... |
| 02.04.04 (3:23 pm) [edit] |
Hurt me on the outside
I rather have it then the inside
But you know I like it rough
And I know you like it rough too
I just want you so bad
I think you want me too
Who knows maybe I m just not for you
But I think we were perfect
Guess not
Who knows, maybe when I return
But this time I want it real
Who knows I may never see you again
Therefore I guess I’ll blow you a kiss…
Kiss…
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| Ex-Virgin... |
| 02.04.04 (8:15 am) [edit] |
Maybe I will never see you again
But it wouldn't be my fault
I gave you everything
You are my ex whore
And me to you
Your ex virgin
You where sweet and then became bitter
But still I tasted you
You loved my skin
You loved my body
And for a long while it was yours
I didn’t know if it was the drink or you speaking
And now you are to embarrassed to talk to me again
Or if you really just wanted to hurt me
We may never find out
But I will write on
For you see
I have been crying because of you
Before I met you
You have been HIM
You have been there before you met me
You don’t even know how much of a dream you were
And now that I have touch that dream
The image of you is tainted and grey
In my eyes you were perfect
But now this fairy glamour has lifted and I see you as you really are
Mortal… Miserable… Man…
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| The Silent Screams... |
| 02.03.04 (6:01 pm) [edit] |
Breathing you in
Screaming at you in my dreams
You say nothing
Your silence is driving me insane
I just want to know why
Then I’ll just not need to worry about you
Though I have a feeling you will come back
But this time you’ll have to approach me
I have written you off
But I do still think of you
The worse was your state
State of you
I wish I could get a sober explanation
I was to busy
Having my heart shattered to thousands of pieces
I know I m younger than you
I know I have it better in many ways
I know you have responsibilities
I know you have it hard
I just don’t understand
Why
Where you envious of me
Did you burn me before I would burn you
You where always over protective
And easily angered by my questioning
And still I have no answer
One day I will know
With or without you
Kiss…
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| God of Fuck... |
| 02.03.04 (5:58 pm) [edit] |
Needing you
Wanting you
God I have to have you
You are my God of Fuck
Let me get down on my knees
And pray to you
You know you want me
But right now you can have me
Be patient for my return
Then you will realize you can't live without me
This young naughty girl
Kiss
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| Your Cigarette and Coca-Cola Kiss… |
| 02.03.04 (5:49 pm) [edit] |
One day I will be free
Free from you and your words of sweet nothings
We were never meant to last
We were meant to be lost
I love the way you knew
I hated the way you never did anything
Your cigarette and coca-cola kiss…
Is something else I did miss…?
And what did you like about me
Lying there naked
For you to take
Again and Again
Till you saw the end coming
If I didn’t leave
It would have lasted to long without commitment
If you did burn me
It would have lasted to long with pain
I will fight you one day
I promise
I want to take you down
I want to scream
I want to cry
Just to know why
But the confrontation will have to wait for my return
Then maybe I will find you to tell you
But then I’d be weak so I will not
So when I return
Maybe you will seek me
And you could tell me
Why…
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| Waiting for the Rain... |
| 02.03.04 (5:04 pm) [edit] |
Stop to wonder
Welcome to wander
In a world worth one ruble
Me worth nothing
Welcome to a world without life
A world without you
Waiting
I wait
For you
No
For the rain
I want it to rain once again…
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| Seventh Level of Hell... |
| 02.03.04 (4:25 pm) [edit] |
the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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| Black Widow... |
| 02.03.04 (3:52 pm) [edit] |
Feel the wrath of the serpent once more
For I have returned
Wrapped in loving hate
Dirty Used and still wanted for more
I infect myself with lies and malice
Did you not miss me
Did you not miss the way I hate myself and everyone around me
For you created me
You should be proud
Did you seriously think you could fool me
I created deceit
With my treachery I took you for myself
Who knew things would become complicated
You’ll never understand the hate I have for you
I wish to marry you just to kill you and become your black widow
I could be you teenage bride but you care not for me we used each other
Who knew we were meant for each other
We are ripe with our own spoil and decay
We could have been two halves of a blackened heart
Perfect as the sun and moon
You the sun and me your moon
Too bad the moon is nothing without the sun
But I m fare fairer then you
You are coming to an age where you are no more glamorous then I
Even if you were a king
The young priestess would have more people worshiping her
Maybe you will realize when I return from this foreign land
Then I can become you black widow soon enough
We could use each other for eternity
It would almost be like love
But for now you are just my ex whore and me to you, your ex virgin
Thanks
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| Beast and the Beauty... |
| 02.03.04 (8:21 am) [edit] |
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Beast and the Beauty...
Sweet loving hate, it is the only thing I can take
I ache for its return
When I wish for you to burn
Your dreams wonderful and wet
And mine are hot and forbidden
Break the skin
With animal passion
Because that is what you are
A beast
And me your beauty…
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| Decaying Dreams... |
| 02.03.04 (7:36 am) [edit] |
I care not for you…
You care not for me…
The world is empty…
The world is grey…
We are kings and queens…
Who murder our off springs…
So we will not be replaced
we wish not to be forgotten
yet it is futile…
Wait for heaven…
But sent to hell
Broken dreams…
Raw realities…
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| Stripped... |
| 01.31.04 (4:19 pm) [edit] |
Like Leda I m stripped and vulnerable
I stagger and at your mercy
Skin so white as ivory and soft as silk
And you press close
Breast upon breast
This is the first time I have been so weak
It disgusts me
For you to have this power over me
You watch me with watchful eyes
You care not for me just for your own pleases and delights
I hope one day to let your close mind free with one blow
But for now you are consuming me once more
Soon the sorceress will have no magic
You drain me of my magic
Soon the sorceress will not have light in her eyes
You drain the light from them
Soon I will be you perfect vessel
Your perfect human
Soon I will be grotesque on the inside
You will have me hating myself
One day I will overcome you
I will no longer be naked
I will no longer be stripped
I will no longer be raped
I will no longer be yours
That day will be when I place your eyes in your hands
When you are blind from sight
But you can truly see
When left vulnerable and stripped
When I m your mistress and you my slave
“I m dead,” said love, “I m dead”…
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| Serpent's Mouth... |
| 01.31.04 (5:32 am) [edit] |
I m your fallen angel
Therefore your serpent
I can take your soul
but you can take mine too
Give the world to me
I'll make it so perfect
Of course you wont be there to see it
cause you'll still be in my pocket
remember the is only one way to take a soul with a kiss
to take a heart through the left breast
Re-make your world
or I will
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| She... |
| 01.30.04 (5:46 pm) [edit] |
She is in every fairytale
She is Snow white,
Little Red Ridding hood,
Sleeping Beauty, and the Beauty
you worship
you love
you obsess
Her
Perfection is her Infection
Once upon a time...
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| I dont remeber anymore... |
| 01.30.04 (7:04 am) [edit] |
I m hidding
but I don't remeber what from
or is it who
I grow tired of this running
yet still I run
will I ever stop
I think I fear idleness
I think I have fear so many things for so long
I no longer fear them
I dont remeber what I fear or who
it has been so long
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| My Soul... |
| 01.30.04 (4:06 am) [edit] |
Alone again...
yet not alone
they watch me
they spy
again...
They worship my pain
They obsesses over my lust
They are the gods they are the demons
The rise it the thoughts of the past
but in the end
I m the one who watch them
They can take and so can I
I fear no god or gods
so when I die
Who will take my soul
Who will fight for my soul
I will be a tasty, tainted and untouched soul
good and evil
will fight for it
and I in the end will be the owner of my own soul
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| Pink... |
| 01.29.04 (5:00 pm) [edit] |
The only time I like pink is when it is naughty/nice setting
When pink is naughty that is the best
Any other time give me red
I can be pretty in pink
but I look hotter in black and red
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| Push... |
| 01.29.04 (4:05 pm) [edit] |
You can't control me
You can't hold me down
tisk tisk
I do hold a sharp heavy object
do you dare try to push me now
lick
lick
yes you wish
I'll give you head
That is your own on a silver platter
tisk tisk
I dare you… Push a button
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| The Carousel... |
| 01.28.04 (4:36 pm) [edit] |
Dancing to silence
On a sweet bitter night
This is a carousel
We go round and round
colors bright
colors shine
but you see the dull white and grey world
And will never see light or darkness
Don't cry you will melt
Don't smile your face will crack
Don't try you have already failed
I m perfection within imperfection
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| Appetites Met.. |
| 01.28.04 (2:18 pm) [edit] |
Twisted and bound
There we are unfound
In such a bliss
Even the perfects could miss
We are naked to the world and hated for it
When carnal lust and savage ways
Where the strong and beautiful ruled
And amour was crested and bejeweled
This was the past... when appetites where met
And flesh and pleasure was life
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| An Ocean Apart... |
| 01.28.04 (2:07 pm) [edit] |
Torn and ripped from a fake reality
Use and rapped by a fake man
I think now I understand
but he will never understand
When he had me, he wanted me
When he was with me he was distant
So even together we were an ocean apart
Now we are apart with an ocean between
anyway...
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| Silent Waters... |
| 01.27.04 (5:16 pm) [edit] |
Stalked in silent waters
In the springs of eternal calm
Nothing can break this serenity
If you scream you will be without sound
If you cry it will be without hurt
I wish to dwell here
I wish to die here
I wish you could understand why
I need this now
This current will soon taking me down
and I will take my last breath
and it will be water...
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| La Côte d'Azur... |
| 01.27.04 (3:20 pm) [edit] |
In a foreign land I stay
You are no where near
Hoping you were hear
Still I try to forget you
One day I will
I do wish and hope to completely forget you
But for now you have my heart
You most likely lost it somewhere
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| Not sure Anymore... |
| 01.27.04 (1:56 pm) [edit] |
I truly thought I hated
but
Now I m not sure
I truly thought I loved
but
Now I m not sure
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| What is with this Word... |
| 01.26.04 (5:38 pm) [edit] |
Pulse fierce and strong
This is what he does me
Though I was unable to dream
He did show me once more
He does not know me before
He does not know me now
Though he isn’t with me
Or I m not with him
He still doesn’t know me
With out words he says much to me
And sometimes with words he say nothing to me
He is here and I m there
Between us it seems an ocean
And sure enough it is with a wet appetite I sleep
With a heart once frozen
Was melted by him and by him I was burned
But what is it with this word
I dare not utter again
This word used so much
Like a whore
You’d think it diseased
Yet it remains more pure than a virgin
Sometimes I wish to have it again
Other times I wish to forget
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| Lost to Him... |
| 01.26.04 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
Lost in a dream
my dreams are lost
for bitter reality
never tasted so sweet
with blood running think and red
the smell of it like iron
Touched so delicately
As if I would break
See innocence
You then take it from me
Hear my cries
And heard nothing
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| Naughty Ones... |
| 01.26.04 (4:08 pm) [edit] |
Naughty, Naughty
what have you been up too?
Seduced someone lately?
Made an empty promise for sex?
If so, for all those white trash...
Get down on you knees
because it is time to be used and abused
you know you want it
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| Guardian Angel... |
| 01.26.04 (8:57 am) [edit] |
What is there waiting for me
Who is there waiting for me
I look in the mirror
And behind me I see him
But he is not there I know
I hear his murmurs
I hear his whispers
I feel him near
But he is not here I know Because
He is buried as John Doe
They never found the weapon
They never found a witness
They never had a suspect
They never identified him
Because they took his head and burned him
I never knew him but I still see him
He is now an angel
He watches over me
Because he knows tonight I die
I m going to cut my wrists
And wait for him to take me
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| Mixing Your Drinks... |
| 01.25.04 (5:14 pm) [edit] |
Get in line
One by one
We enter and are tagged
It is crowded
This is the slaughter
This is our social gathering
Nothing much
We get drunk
Leave with who ever we can
Hope we get laid before we pass out
What... you call that fun?
What… you call that fun?
Hope we get laid before we pass out
Leave with who ever we can
We get drunk
Nothing much
This is our social gathering
This is the slaughter
It is crowded
We enter and are tagged
One by one
Get in line
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| Raped with Their Eyes... |
| 01.25.04 (4:03 pm) [edit] |
They see it in my eyes...
They feel through my lies...
They watch it in my motions...
They know the truth...
I don't know how, but they do...
The hear my screams and my cries...
But they never let on they know...
Instead they watch me...
With watchful eyes...
Though I m alone they are around me...
Beating me with their thoughts...
Undressing me with their minds...
Raping me with their whispers...
Their whispers
They laugh at me
They cry for me
They understand me
They are the strongest that I know
because with their words
I m at their knees and naked
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| Cristfuck by Wumpscut |
| 01.25.04 (3:31 pm) [edit] |
Christfuck
When I saw you there in the shadow of the setting sun
When I saw you there in the shadow of the setting sun
You looked so beautiful
You looked so beautiful
When I saw you there I couldn't resist your tender kiss
When I saw you there I couldn't resist your warm caress
You had so much to give
You had your time to live
Christfuck christfuck
I will bring us through this
As always I will care you kicking and screaming
And in the end you will thanks me
You had your time to live
Cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
Cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
Cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
Cristfuck
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| Him... |
| 01.25.04 (3:08 pm) [edit] |
I want him
but you knew that
He brings something sexy out of me
His music I would live off of it if I could
His voice I love hearing
but I may never meet him
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| Surviving... |
| 01.24.04 (2:39 pm) [edit] |
Runing
Running from you… running from the world… running away…
Escaping to survive… escaping to breathe… escaping to live…
This flight was not meant to end
if you are not trying to escape, run away, survive…
You are dead
dead it the head
decaying dreams
Rotting fantasies
No unique thought
so do everything to not remain idle
Escape
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| Judgement... |
| 01.24.04 (8:44 am) [edit] |
Get lost in a fantasy and hope you will never be found
Fantasies and dreams out rank reality
Believe the unbelievable
This is you moment to shine
Just watch you never cross the line
Where reality meets you fantasies
Because then you are weak and vulnerable
Share things you do not fear to be judge for
And keep the things you know you will be judge for
Because people are afraid of there own dreams to be exposed
With brutal honesty you could isolate your self from the world
Because remember this is a masquerade
Without your mask you are naked
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| Siren... |
| 01.24.04 (6:44 am) [edit] |
Elegance, grace, charm, allure, glamour, beauty, innocence…
I lost my innocence…
Tempting, enticing, alluring, charming, glamorous, beautiful, graceful…
I gained other attributes…
Deep wound and a deep kiss…
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| ...Wanting |
| 01.23.04 (5:23 pm) [edit] |
I’ll kiss his lips pull his hair, and touch his skin
I’ll seduce him, use him, and abuse him
He’ll want it more and more
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| Wanting... |
| 01.23.04 (5:15 pm) [edit] |
Kiss my candy apple red lips and pull my raven black hair,
touch my pale as death skin…
Seduce me, Use me, and abuse me
I want it more and more
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| ...Obsession |
| 01.23.04 (3:28 pm) [edit] |
I want him
Fuck
Suck
Bang
Lick
Kiss
Wanting to taste Him
Wanting to touch Him
Wanting to see Him
Wanting Him
He is my dream
He is my lust
He is my obsession
Obsession
Obsession
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| Obsession... |
| 01.22.04 (2:32 pm) [edit] |
Obsession
He is my obsession
He is my lust
He is my dream
wanting Him
wanting to see Him
wanting to touch Him
wanting to taste Him
Kiss
Lick
Bang
Suck
Fuck
I want him
I want him
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| Humanity... |
| 01.22.04 (7:05 am) [edit] |
As I get older I get more and more disgusted with humanity
It makes me sick knowing we have acted like savages for all our ages of existence
And I m not including incest, rape, physical abuse and murder
We are the demons of the world, we just all wear masks
That is what this is a masquerade
You wear innocence, purity, love, religion, intelligence and elegance
The earth has attempted to destroy us with our own help
Plagues, famine, wars and natural disasters
In the end it will be a big red shiny button…
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| Evil's Mistress... |
| 01.21.04 (5:57 pm) [edit] |
Blood flows thick and red
in the rivers of Hell
I m the Mistress of Evil
And Evil is hot for me
sold my soul
for eternal life and beauty
Now I sin and Evil loves to be inside me
Immunity for both good and evil so
I can do as I please as long as Evil is pleased by me
Naughty thoughts... Naughty acts... Naughty... Nasty... Dirty... Sex
Evil is never disappointed when I service him...
Hell is glamour
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| Sorceress Serpent... |
| 01.21.04 (8:37 am) [edit] |
…I m Sorceress Serpent…
The Mistress Serpent… I have seen a little of the world and I will see more. I m an artist…writer…sinner…witc h…heretic… Heaven is ignorant, the Earth is the truth and Hell is glamour… I m the moon and the stars…
Kiss Bang Suck
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| Tease... |
| 01.21.04 (7:09 am) [edit] |
…Wanting a dream… Dreaming of wanting…
…The moon she raises, higher then the sun could ever be, you wish you could see
…The taste of the lips of mine, sweeter then sugar could ever be, you wish you could taste
…The feeling of me tight and firm with soft skin, you wish you could touch
…A tease for heaven, earth and mostly for hell…
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| Fake... |
| 01.20.04 (4:50 pm) [edit] |
Fake as glamour… Real as glamour…
...Glamour is...beauty
...Glamour is…sexy
...Glamour is…dirty
...Glamour is…filthy
Fake as glamour on the screen, Real as glamour on the screen
...Sick...
...Smile…
...Scream… You’re on the screen…
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| Perfection... |
| 01.20.04 (2:29 pm) [edit] |
Perfect...
In everyway....
The look the feeling the envy, the jealousy...
And they want it, they hate me, they love me...
I m rising in the sky I m the moon...
But the moon is nothing without the sun...
That is who I envy and hate... I hate how I can only shine because of the sun...
The sun does nothing...
Because we worship him...
I revolve around him and the earth and still can only do that and shine because of him...
I hate Him...
Look up because soon I will eclipse him forever...
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| Dressed to Kill... |
| 01.20.04 (7:00 am) [edit] |
Red and Black... Black and Red... Black bra, thong, boots and thigh high stockings... Red lips, nails and purse... Black eyeliner and red irises... Red blood and Black heart...
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| 01.20.04 (6:55 am) [edit] |
Touching, Kissing, Licking, Biting, Feeling,
Holding, Pleasing, Giving, Tempting, Seducing, Teasing, Caressing, Protecting...
You could have everything yet you choose nothing
I could have everything yet I choose nothing
Helpless, Wake less, Hopeless, Loveless
Unhappiness...
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| Golden Cage... |
| 01.19.04 (5:22 pm) [edit] |
My wings are cut off and I have been place in a cage made of white gold and rubies. I m chained to this cage and leased when I m let out. I have only a mirror to comfort me but it also maddens me. This mirror is cracked now just like my mind yet I still stare, I m still staring still looking still wondering what freedom is like I almost fear it now, freedom.
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| Broken... |
| 01.19.04 (4:53 pm) [edit] |
Broken heart and broken skin this is what it has come to...
Bruised souls and bruises body this is what it has come to...
Blame it on me, I know it is my fault; you’re too perfect for fault...
Become mine and me to you, an unhealthy love is what it has come to...
Crying, Dieing, Trying, Lying, Denying...
And this is what it has come to...
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| Sorrow... |
| 01.19.04 (2:06 pm) [edit] |
I fell into his eyes, arms, his heart... But I fell right through and... Now I m on the ground...
I lay here looking at him...
And watch him walk away... From me...
Have I become a ghost...? I m screaming but no one hears me...
Hear me please hear my laughter, my cries, my screams...
Please hear me...
I m waiting, I have been waiting for so long...
And still nothing from you...
M I dead to you...
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| Questions... |
| 01.19.04 (1:56 pm) [edit] |
It is cold it is dark it is the day when dreams are broken and reality is fixed, I know then I must break away I must be freed, I must be let go...Everlasting awareness, Everlasting sleep... Will I dream again...?
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| The Taker of Souls... |
| 01.19.04 (1:49 pm) [edit] |
Take my soul from my mouth with a kiss... And then you leave me breathless... I wait for you to take it again but you don't, I never see you again, you are a taker of souls and you took mine. I would love it if you could take it again... Take me away from this reality and show me the truth... As long as it takes I will wait for you to take me again... Take me away...
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| Dead... |
| 01.19.04 (1:39 pm) [edit] |
Skin pale and sick just like any other day, eye dull and faded just like any other day... She is dead... She is dead inside... If I could only find someone to steal my heart and take my breath away... Would be a day to remember... Kill me till I m alive... Touch me till it hurts... Breathe till I wish you never breathe again... It is too late because I m dead, too soon cause I m still alive... You can't wait till I m gone because knowing me has put a scar in your mind, you do not know what is right because of me, you do not know what is wrong because of me... Kiss me before I’m cold but it doesn't matter I m cold just like it was any other day...
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I m lost and cannot be found, there is no point searching, I m past due, sleepless nights and wake less days, prove that I m neither alive nor dead...
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| Faith... |
| 01.19.04 (7:25 am) [edit] |
I want something to believe in...
I need something to believe in...
I want to embrace the serpent... Its cold skin moving against my pale white flesh... The serpent is the blade, the fire, the cold, the dark... The sorceress is the serpent, the water, the warmth, the light...a balance between them they create a perfect realm... But I also fear the serpent, I fear myself... Heaven is ignorant... Hell is the glamour; the Earth is the truth...
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| Raped with Lies... |
| 01.19.04 (7:18 am) [edit] |
Lies... He told me lies, now... now I cry... I have nothing and I m used... tainted, stripped and raped... And I would still sell my soul for him... again and again... I m numb... scared and the world looks so different now... I see wounds and bruises... I see the predators and prey... I see their lure and their weapons... I hear screams and sinister laughter’s... Next time I'll love the evil at least I'll know what I m getting in to... So next times slit my throat and take my soul it is less painful that way...
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| Love... |
| 01.18.04 (4:28 pm) [edit] |
She was so cold, her heart became ice and she would never let anyone in. She pretended to fit in but something about that was so unrealistic...
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She was so cold, her eyes were ice. Her skin was as pale as snow and glimmered like frost; her lips were red like scarlet blood. Her hair was like long black ribbon. But she leaves you frostbitten when she kisses you, yet no more pain just a numb feeling...
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But one day she met him and everything change she lost apart of her self...
she fell...she fell...but was it love.
He told me he was falling in love with me, then he that he loved me...
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Her blood ran hot...
Because of him did it melt her heart...?
Or did he melt her...
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| Envy... |
| 01.18.04 (4:25 pm) [edit] |
I want you to fail
I want you to burn
You have no more power over me
So stop haunting my dreams
Now slit your throat
Or slit my own
I m sick of the look and thought of you
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| Wrath... |
| 01.18.04 (4:22 pm) [edit] |
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How perfect is it when hot blood pulsates through my veins and my appetite is wet with envy. I call to the darkness at wraths ends. To be calmed but fate and angered at imperfection is a life of mine own. Inked with words never uttered from my lips but so sincere I wish I would. These are my sins and they are the force that drives us closer to a world worth dieing for
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She was full of so much hate she could not love anything more...
She was now a victim of loving hate...
And this is her Wrath...
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| Pride... |
| 01.18.04 (4:18 pm) [edit] |
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God I hate the sun
Because without him I would not shine
Thought I m more mesmerizing, mysterious and seductive
With out his light I m unseen
He warms me
But I m still cold
I hate how I have to revolve around him
In this dance
Followers worship him
Individuals worship me
The moon does intrigue the sun by blocking his light to the earth
And hiding my face from him
He once said he worshiped me
I wonder if he was telling the truth
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...She did not want to be a servant, a slave to God she had her pride... She denounced her wings... Then was cast from heaven... Her wings removed as she fell to Earth... a Fallen Angel... a Serpent...
She was once the most beautiful angel in heaven...
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| Lust... |
| 01.18.04 (4:16 pm) [edit] |
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I m in a Lustful Relationship…
Though I think I love him Lust is a big factor…
and methinks he just want to fuck me when he can…
I m being used and I want nothing else…
Forever lost in him…
I would rather be his whore than nothing at all
An unhealthy relationship based on lust and desires…
This obsession can only end in either ones destruction…
Marilyn Manson: “…if I loved myself I’d be shooting you, kill myself to love you…”
Lust a sin of mine…
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| The Serpent's Kiss... |
| 01.15.04 (2:47 pm) [edit] |
I am the Serpent with star clusters resting in my eyes, the universe in my jowls, worlds living on my skin, mirrors reflecting my dreams, songs whispering under my breath, the sands of time running through my fingers, oceans within my mind and the earth resting in my belly.
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My current mood
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My personal mood
could you help me i seem to be lost...
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Your Sexual Energy is Black!
You are on the ultimate edge of sexual kinkiness.
So you're a bit of a perve, who cares?
Some may be turned off by a freaky chick, but many more love you for it.
Does anal sex turn you on? How about fisting, bdsm, and intense roleplay?
Just because these thoughts gives you the chills, it's no reason to hold back.
You're a naughty girl and should be proud of it.
You may meet your next lover, slave, or victim in an unusual place.
Local underground clubs provide a lot of good prospects...
As do kinky chat rooms and forums.
Ready to add some variety? Try turning it down a notch.
Go for candles without the wax. Pleasure without the pain.
You may not like it as well, but it will certainly be different.
When it comes to celebrities, Angelina Jolie and Bettie Page share your strong black sexual energy.
Go out and find people with red, gray, and blue sexual energies. They will be a strong match.
What Color is Your Sexual Energy?
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Your Sex Sign is Leo!
You're fierce, forceful, and dominant.
Lovers leave your bedroom with a few scratches and bites - if they're lucky!
You're a born performer and totally hot.
Everyone begs to be your slave.
Leo, many people are attracted to your dazzling style.
You are always at the center of attention.
Heads turn when you enter a room.
You are flamboyant, glamourous, and spectacularly attractive.
You are known and sought after for her fiecy, forceful lovemaking.
You're totally abandoned (and noisy!) in bed.
You kick, bite, scratch, and scream with pleasure.
You like rough, heavy foreplay - and hot pounding intercourse.
You like to play the dominant role in S & M games.
One of your strongest sexual traits is your exhibitionism.
You adored being watched during sex. (Have a cam in your bedroom yet?)
First, you do a slow, sexy strip tease for your lover.
You become aroused yourself as you peel off your sparkly thong.
You especially like to have mirrors strategically placed so that you can watch yourself perform prolonged oral sex..
What's *Your* Sex Sign?
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When it comes to online antics, you know how you rank.
You aren't yet a slut, but you are a cyberskank!
Now put that webcam in your shower,
And your visitors will soar by the hour!
Are *You* a Cyberslut?
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